Saturday, February 14, 2009
On platform 2 the next train to depart....run or you'll miss it!
I can't move. I am stuck. I have no motivation what so ever to exercise, start anything, make cards, finish projects, bake or clean.
I am wandering aimlessly lamenting at the tasks that need my immediate attention. I still feeling miserable alone during the week, missing my girl, feeling very lost and un-needed.
Again I am planning to start fresh this week. I have decided to seek work that is more constant, casual is good but I need something more. So 2009 begins and it is back to my lists. Have I mentioned that I am a chronic list maker? I am. I have lists for my lists! So the next seven days:
* apply for a part time job that I found.
*tidy my work desk
*start an assignment
*get ass to the gym
* finish my granny square rug
*finish my skirt
*put the house back into order
Yep time to bite the bullet and get on with things...